so bout 30 mins ago i was happily shampooing my hair and singing in the shower when i suddenly tasted blood im my mouth. it was all warm and salty. it was soooo gross and it wouldnt stop bleeding. i almost passed out. then to top it all off i got shampoo in my eye.
my mom can be cool at times but right now im sooo fucking sick and tired of her. when im joking she thinks im serious and when i am serious, she thinks im joking. she gets mad and starts arguing with me for the littlest things. she expects me to respect her and thinks that just cause she’s my mom and can yell at me, that she can do it all the time. its completely mental and not cool. she always puts me down and makes it seem like jc is a perfect little angel (which he’s not) and i ignore it. then when she gets over her little tantrum she comes all “loving” towards me and tries giving me kisses and joke around as if nothing happened and doesnt even notice she’s either hurt my feelings or pissed me off to the point where i dont even wanna see her. i may be being overly dramatic (which im not), but idgaf.
so i was im my little cousins room talking to her a couple of days ago and she told me she wanted to “change her image”, that she didnt wanna be a girly girl and dress in pink and what not. so i ask what she wanted to dress like then, and she said, “well i wanna dress more like…you.” i obviously made a face and asked, “umm…whhyyyy??”. according to her, i dress “cool” and have a “certain edge”. haha, i laughed, but she was serious. -___________-